Heath Ledger

Heath Ledger has been coming to me in spirit for a while now, and wanted to share a message about life, he has been the one to push me to publish my writing, as charismatic and as full of heart and deep reflection as always, i thank him for his support and the vision that his blazing trail of light still leaves in his wake.

“That is the thing about life I suppose, that one moment you can be wandering through an amazing journey, on an adventure of self-expression and the exploration of all parts and characters of you that there are, even conjuring new ones, from places inside you, that you weren’t even aware existed. To be living such a colourful, bright, vivid and multi-textured existence in one moment, and then all of sudden to have reached an abrupt end. What it is that the journey of colour and than the ending of the journey of colour taught me. Profoundly. That life is short. Never live a lie. Never be untrue to who it is you are. Never be scared of parts of yourself that others have but are not able to admit to having and therefore embracing. Be vulnerable. Don’t be afraid of your own genius, don’t be afraid of your own creative madness, this is where the genius lies… behind the madness… you just need to let go of controlling your world and your image of who you perceive yourself to be, enough to be open to it. Ride the wave, honour the journey of light and colour you have been gifted, because once taken away, you cannot finish that project, you cannot speak those words that you wish you had only just said. Forgive now. Choose love over hate now. Choose peace now. Stop fighting with yourself. Stop denying yourself, if you live a lie about who you are, you sell yourself short, you will live a life consisting of only half the colour. Live the Fuck out of every day. Make that shit count, because one day when you look back you want to be able to say, “Do you know what it ended, but I filled it with good times, good people, good memories, and I lived it as me.” If you’re unhappy in a relationship get out. If you love the girl let her know. If there is something you think that people should hear and need to know, make sure that you get your message heard.

Count out, the things you have done, and the things you wish you had done, and the things you want to do. And what does it tell you about the way you have lived your life. And if you don’t like how that looks than change it. You’re in control; you’re driving this thing. Make it have been a life worth living. Make your difference in the world, whether that is to a neighbour, family and friends or whether the whole world will feel the effects of the life you have lived. No gesture is too small not to have been worthy of your time. No kindness is too minimal, so be kind.

Be open hearted even when the world makes you want to close your heart away. This is the only way to truly flow. To truly bring all personalities into a culmination of the oneness that is your essential being. Surrender to what your heart calls you to pursue. Immerse yourself in that. Chase the impossible. Dream, and then create the unimaginable. It is all there waiting for you. If you truly knew the feeling of weightlessness that comes in letting go of all fears, your would surrender to your higher self and the universal purpose instantly. You would flow seamlessly and with grace throughout all things. There is truly nothing to fear. Be the most authentic version of yourself. The rest will all fall into place when you start to walk the path.”

Light Blessings, Victoria

On Love

Even though I knew that it wasn’t going to be easy, our being together, somehow I had romanticised the whole thing. It was a love story of the ages; the Universe had stopped time for us. I just wasn’t prepared for parts of it to feel as human and as real as they do. Wasn’t prepared for the heartbreak to be heartbreaking. Wasn’t prepared for hurtful words to hurt. I was much more real then that. We were much more human then that.

Light Blessings, Victoria

To Create

It is not often enough that we stop to reflect on ourselves. On our actions and how they cause circumstance, on our words, or lack of them, and how they cause actions. Accumulative words, actions and circumstance working to define your world and we are often so oblivious to how we ended up where it was we did. Often wanting to feel that in some way we were not responsible, or that we are victim in circumstance we have in fact created or co-created. What is the answer to all of this? What is the conclusion upon sudden or slow awareness that our world is a manifestation of our own hand? To begin to create wisely.

Light Blessings, Victoria